`ang on!! How come westie`s gone from cute`n`pretty, to beautiful?
In the piccy (love y`re work, by the way), I see five tannies (redheads). Two happy `n` three very cranky ones. What was on y` mind when y` did the three cran
I made the crankies years ago. Not sure why, but I thing I felt pretty cranky at the time myself
I made a couple of shirts with it too, and when my friend in London had it on people approached him telling him they felt exactly the same, hahaha
(He got free beers, I think)
vic-k wrote:Behind my idiot`s facade, I am seriously interested in what makes people want/have to write. I`m talking need/want in real terms, not abstract. I suppose the kind of answers I`m looking for, would tell me in terms I can grasp, exactly why you want/need, and what you hope to achieve. Also, do you actually ,'enjoy', the writing/creative process, and do you experience satisfaction during and upon completion?
I have this hunger (for lack of better word) to create. Either write or draw or paint or other things like scripting, none of which I do often enough to satisfy the hunger (silly me). I don't know where this urge comes from. When I give in to it I can get annoyed and frustrated and angry with making the thing I want to make. I'll get worked up usually. If that doesn't happen I know I have not given it my all, and that I really should, otherwise I won't feel satisfied once I finish. I need to lose myself in it, like Phil says. I haven't ever felt more alive than the times I've lost myself in it (unlike other things in which one can lose oneself, I believe this a good thing).
I need to do this because I if I don't, I feel like an empty shell of myself.
Unfortunately, I also guilt myself in at least trying to spend more time on things I 'have' to do (like cleaning the house) instead of those things I *need* to do. Telling myself that I can't possibly do the things I need to do, if I have this giant pile of laundry waiting for me, which usually means I don't do anything.
Not a simple answer, and I don't think the simple answer really exists